ok...so i had been expecting to see him on friday.
however, unfortunately he won't come.
when i heard about him not coming to toronto, i was totally disappointed.


*sigh*



sadness.




i haven't said how much i love him in public yet, except for the specific
people. so, i guess i'll make the post in near future.
i gatta confess about my *love*.


wait and see.....

if u have time...

check this out.

「今」

僕はどこに向かおうとしてるんだろう
ふと気を抜くと、よくわからなくなる
色々なことがありすぎて大切なことがなさすぎて
全部がぼやけて突き刺さって毎日が過ぎていく

一瞬見える
すぐに見えなくなる
何、探してんだっけか
過去と未来の違いは何だろう
今、見たいのは、どっちだろう
この感じ　この感じこれを表現したい
過去も未来も支えきれない
今だけを　表現したい

これはあたしの大学の時の先輩のコラム。なんかすごく共感してしまって載せました。みんなもこういう気持ち、
なったこといかな。しっかりと一歩一歩人生を踏みしめていきたい。

hi, everyone. long time no see....

i haven't updated for a while, and many things had happened in this
period. so i'll make a quick post for just one thing that i really wanna tell u.

one of my dreams has been granted.
yes, i'm teaching piano to my lil student : ) can u believe that!!?
TEACHING piano!!! not learning.
i think the only person who's excited might be me.
but it's ok. im truly happy. just realized that teaching is fun.
and my dreams were always teaching something when i was small....
strangely, i've never though about being a teacher at school though. weird.

so anyways, i got a job and one of my dreams is granted.
twice a week; on monday and wednesday.
no wonder i'm excited right now.....it is wednesday today....woohoo :D

added: at 12:00am in japan (july 21st)

happy birthday papa :)

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!!

star festival (tanabata) 7th of july

Long long ago, the God in the heaven had a daughter named Orihime (means Weaver, the star Vega). She was everyday weaving cloths for the god using weaver called as tanahata. The God was anxious about too hard working daughter and one day he introduced a youngster named Kengyuh (means Cowherd, the star Altair) who also works hard taking care of cows. And they fell in love at the first glance and they now forgot their work letting the cloths of god wasted and cows in ill.

The god was angry about it and let them live apart separated by Ama no kawa (River in the Heaven, the Milky Way). Then Orihime was weeping all day long. The god pitied her and allowed them to meet once in a year at the night of 7th of July (July is the seventh month. Seven was lucky number from that time).
If it rains on this occasion, the River of Heaven is flooded and prevent them to meet. Therefore, on 6th of July, people pray for them not to rain on this day, dedicating Tanzaku (a strip of poetry paper) to the star in various colors writing their wishes (including people's own wishes) hunging them on leafy bamboo.


let's make a wish upon a star...

birth

big ups to my friend ,roger & kana-san :D
a new person, a new life, is the most beautiful gift.
how such a little person frows will fill you with happiness.



congratulations on your new baby!

my days

there were so many things that i've done these past a couple of weeks. so let's just say i'd enjoyed my vacation. although i've been losing appertize because of the weather, my body condition is quite good. also there are a lot of events in this season here, so i've spent most of the time outside. i've walked a lot.
however i've been thinking that i should do something in this summer.....
i usually have a bunch of time to spend, so i think i will work..as a part time job.
we'll see......is anybody offering the good job for me??--------------i'll do it.