Thursday, June 30, 2005

もう遅いのかもしれない。今になってみぞを発見したのかもしれない。空間に気づいてしまったのかもしれない。コミュニケーションがとれてなかったんだ、ずっと。ちょっとした会話じゃなくて心と心の会話。今日それに気づいた。ちょっとした会話を理解しようとしなかったり伝えようとしなかったり。この空間がちょっとしたあきらめによってどんどん大きくなってくのがすごくこわくて、すごくやりきれなくて、すごく悲しくて、苦しくて、どうしたらいいかわからなくて。二人して転げまわって笑ってたのがうそのようで。冷たくて、暗くて、静かで。ただただ涙があふれます。


あのときにもどりたい。
あの笑顔をまた見たい。


一番星に小さな願いを。

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

my friend forever

i love my friends and appreciate a lot. なんかさぁ~いい写真じゃありませんか?あたしは個人的に好きなんですがw 友達ってすっごくいいなぁって思う瞬間だよねぇ。dad, mom, i'm enjoying here. so don't worry too much, k?

Thursday, June 23, 2005

im sick : (

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

rap gods

......kool

Monday, June 20, 2005

marketing management

ok ok ok......
so i'm done. how'd the exam go??
don't ask me......did my best. huh.

through this course, i met a lot of people who have
many interesting experiences. different people have different lives.
compared to japan, there are so many new things that i can learn...

amazing.

i wanted to write a lot of things but i'm tired.
so i just note that i'm done.

k k
bye bye :D






Tuesday, June 14, 2005

reminder

be happy.
life is short.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

our good deed for the day

just go those site and click...
the hunger site

the reinforest site

the child health site

the breast cancer


somehow i've been liking this song btw...

Monday, June 06, 2005

"I'm trouble" she said
Spread out on the floor of her father's house
Her promise was almost undone
Under her tonguedissolving her responsibilities
To finally deny everyone with unflattering comparison
All grown up
And you don't care anymore
And you hate all the people that you used to adore
And you despise all the rumors and lies of the life you ledbefore
Did I hear you right?
You're feeling hounded and pushed around
You want to just lay down and die
If all of this life has been such a big disappointment to you
Why don't you stop blaming some guy
And go give the next one a try
But look at yourself
You'll see you're still so young
You haven't earned the weariness
That sounds so jaded on your tongue
"I'm weak" she says
And blesses herself and gets into bed
Clutching the covers to her throat
"So punish me now and let me go back to the sham of my life"
"This night is the perfect antidote for all of the poison thatyou wrote"

Sunday, June 05, 2005

omg...what a weekend....:D :( :)

Thursday, June 02, 2005

doggieeeee

i've been feeling an irresistible impulse to have a dog these days.
everytime i see the puppies, i'm being like "awwwwwwwwwwww".lol.


huh.
i can't believe i'm allergic to animals...
but i still have a little hope for having a dog. the thing is that
my allergy has got better than before. yayyyy :D
hopefully, a super-cutie angel will fall into my hands.....muahahhahaha!


i want you

little by little

i've felt like i've entirely kept dashing for my dreams what i wanna do.

"no time"
i've just thought about it and i 've just kept crying and panicked.


all thing i've done backfired.


i forgot to stop running and to reassure what my situation is.
i totally forgot that i can do all the things little by little.
doing something in a hurry is not always good.
in other word, doing something too slowly is not good.

but i can say doing something at my own pace is not bad:)
everything that i have experienced will become my knowledge.

the point is.....don't make same mistakes.