Wednesday, January 26, 2005

i really get annoyed easily recently.
i'm just frustrated.

how difficult it is to live here.

i'm tired.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005


sore all over.....

Friday, January 21, 2005



Tuesday, January 18, 2005

the school has begun.
so far so good:)

Sunday, January 16, 2005

it happened suddenly.
it hurts so much....
i can't explain how hard it is
to make it.

but at the same time,
i felt so much love.

i just want to say thank you.

Saturday, January 15, 2005

my sis has one of the biggest tests
in her life today and tomorrow.
good luck my lil sis:) i'm sure u do well;)

and happy bday my mom on January 15th.
i can't put how much i appreciate u
into the words.

finally i applied for the University today.
also, i went orientation for language school.
i'm sooooooo excited!! WOOOHOOO!!
i can't wait for the school:)
if i do well there, i can enter the univ.
wish me luck!!

the new start, the new step.

Thursday, January 13, 2005


i just found the pix of me when i was 7 years old.
in japan, we have the festival day for children aged seven, five, and three. did i change?? :P
today, one of my dreams was granted.

the dream was....."have a huuuuuuuuuuuge sandwich"

u guys may think that it's so silly.
but seriously, it was really one of my dreams.
i wanted do this for a long leave me alone.huh.

anyway, i'm happy now, and i'm sooooooooooooooo full.

the 22-inch-huge sandwich!!

mmm....yum yum!

Wednesday, January 12, 2005


i can't believe i forgot this day.

let's just say i've been soooo busy....:P

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

i'm done two really important events.
sooooo tired:(
but it's just the beginning.

we have the following proverb in japan.


which means that no matter what happen to you,
you cannot yield to the things,
and stir yourself.

what a good words.
i feel hard that it's really difficult to live.

Monday, January 10, 2005

it's gonna be soooooooo busy on Mon-Wed.

and i'm so nervous.

i can't i called and talked w/ my mom.
her support and power are incredible.
she always gives the words that i expected, or more than i do.
i really appreciate that. thank you so much, mom.

i really miss my homecountry,now. i wanna go back home.
but i think that's just because i wanna escape from this situation.
i have to do the things that i have to.
that's the only way to achieve my "resolution", my goal, and my dream.

i wanna be strong...and i have to be.

Friday, January 07, 2005

today, when i was on my way home,
somehow i thought about my ex.
i haven't contacted w/ him for past six months.
the funny thing is that when i checked e-mails,
i recieved an e-mail from him today.

it was the moment that the memoires rushed into my mind.
a little bit sweet and a little bit bitter memories.

the way of my saying "good-bye" to my exs was really bad.
no doubt, they thought that i'm bitch. huh.

well, anyway, i'm a little bit happy now.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

i always wanna be the person who i wanna be.
the person is a kind of superwoman.
she's the person everyone wishes they could be.
everyone thinks

she has a talent to do everything so well.
however, in fact, the reason she looks perfect is that
she is a tenacious and a diligent woman.
she can do everything impetuously, because she is
relentless in herself.
needless to say, she is strong and invincible.
she has uncompromising desires.

until acheving the desires, dreams and goals,
she doesn't know how to give up.
she'll never be afraid of failures.
even if she fails in something, 
she would be resilient and she'll re-start

being the person who she wanna be.
she is a soldier.
the strongest enemy for her is herself.
she always has a pugnacious character and
will not be defeated by herself.
i always wanna be the woman who'll never give up
being the person who she wanna be.


since yesterday, i have a super cutie sweetie roomie:p
it's my first time to have roomie, so i'm soooo excited!

share our joy
share our happiness
(share our sweets:p)

sometimes,share our tears

how wonderful:)
i'm gonna try to be the bestest:p roomie for u, mister:)

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

this is the worst beginning of the year ever.

my wallet was stolen ......damn it!
my cards....
my cash...
some of my previous memories...
my favorite wallet...

.....are gone..........*sigh*

but i had three cakes.

a small happiness.

Saturday, January 01, 2005

a happy new year everyone!
all the best for 2005 u guys!!