woooooooooooooooohoooooooooooo!!

*11:00* update:

omg, it was awesome........

forgot to make a post about my new hat:)

i think it's about time to refresh my mind and step forward.
gonna try to take a class in McGill.
donno if i'm gonna be able to make it....but i'm sure that
it's gonna be my new but huge step in my life.

wish me luck:( :D
bisous!

おたんじょうびおめでとぉ！！！

happy birthday to one of my best friends, MAYO:D
i wish i could go to san bernardino and have a celebration party.
hope u have a good time.
going to the sea sounds nice;)
whatever will happen to u, i'll always be here to
be happy for u and support u.

２２歳のマヨの一年がとっても素敵で幸せでいっぱいになりますよぉに！

Tell Her About It Listen boy Don't want to see you let a good thing Slip away You know I don't like watching Anybody make the same mistakes I made She's a real nice girl And she's always there for you But a nice girl wouldn't tell you what you should do Listen boy I'm sure that you think you got it all Under control You don't want somebody telling you The way to stay in someone's soul You're a big boy now You'll never let her go But that's just the kind of thing She ought to know Tell her about itTell her everything you feel Give her every reason to accept That you're for real Tell her about it Tell her all your crazy dreams Let her know you need herLet her know how much she means Listen boyIt's not automatically a certain guaranteeTo insure yourself You've got to provide communication constantly When you love someone You're always insecure And there's only one good way To reassure Tell her about it Let her know how much you care When she can't be with you Tell her you wish you were there Tell her about it Every day before you leave Pay her some attention Give her something to believe Cause now and then She'll get to worrying Just because you haven't spoken For so long Though you may not have done anything Will that be a consolation when she's gone Listen boy It's good information from a man Who's made mistakes Just a word or two that she gets from you Could be the difference that it makes She's a trusting soul She's put her trust in you But a girl like that won't tell you What you should do Tell her about it Tell her everything you feel Give her every reason To accept that you're for real Tell her about it Tell her all your crazy dreams Let her know you need her Let her know how much she means Tell her about it Tell her how you feel right now Tell her about it The girl don't want to wait too long You got to tell her about it Tell her now and you won't go wrong You got to tell her about it Before it gets too late You got to tell her about it You know the girl don't want To wait - you got to Tell her about it

happy birthday my mr.right :)

silence.....

If i cried out loud
Over sorrows i've known
And the secrets i've heard
It would ease my mind
Someone sharing the load
But i won't breathe a word

She Got In Bed And Turned Out The Light I Knew That Something Wasn't Quite Right When I Touched Her I Felt Her Sadness While We Were Kissing It Was Pure Madness Did I Hurt Her What Did I Say The Distance Between Us Won't Go Away　Did You Ever Make Love To A Girl In Tears And Wonder Why Seh Was Crying Crying Was It Too Intense Was She Full Of Fears Did She Think That I Was Lying Lying When I Told Her I Loved Her And I Whispered In Her Ear Before I Made Love To A Girl In Tears It's Easier To Kiss Than To Talk What Does She Expect What Does She Want There's So Much I Wish I Could Give Her When I Touched Her I Felt Her Shiver If I Lose Her In The Dark Of Night Will I Regret It The Rest Of My Life When I Told Her I Loved Her And I Whispered In Her Ear Before I Made Love To A Girl In Tears A Girl In Tears

Hakuna matata!
Que sera sera.
C'est la vie.

home...sweet home...

i just got a big envelope from Japan.
opened it without any expectation.

what i found was an unexpected-incredibly-sweet gift
from my best friends.　there were messages and a CD
which is dedicated to me.


it's just so sweet that i couldn't stop shedding tears.



i reassured how much i'm loved.
it's true that i sometimes had felt it's really hard
to live here. however, i'm not living alone.
even i left japan, my friends, my precious people in
japan are still supporting me warmly. i also met a
lot of people who care about me kindly here.
how can i make them disappointed?
although i donno what will happen to me in my future,
the only thing that i'm sure is that
i have to keep continuing what i'm doing in order to
accomplish what i wanna do.

負けるな、あたし。

peeeeeeeeek a booooooooooo!

i went to jardin botanique-insectarium
with my best friend isa.
i wanted go there for a long time...
although i couldn't find one of my favorite papillons
Morpho bleu, i had a really good time:)

10

...huh.

http://www.rikkyo.ne.jp/sgrp/yakyubu/988/game/shakaijin.html
check this out. my ex did really good job for the game.
i'm so proud of u. keep it up!!

cherry blossom is one of my
favorite flowers in the world.
i'll never fed up looking at it.
walking the street flanked with cherry blossoms
is fabulous.



the cherry blossoms are at their best now...

*sigh*
i finally sighed for my little happiness.

today was such a nice day...
nice weather,
good news,
good shopping....

muhahahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahaha!

ladies and gentlemen....

i got super-duper-good-brand-new news!!

*drum roll*




i got my certificate for language school!!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

i'm sooo sooo happy.
special thanks to everyone who has been supporting me......

i couldn't make it without u guys.....

also i really appreciate my dad, my mom and my lil sis!!!

love ya all:)

let me celebrate this one of the happiest days in Montreal!!!
bye guys!!

sometimes i hate who i am.

although there are a lot of reasons,
especially considering where i am,
i feel that i'm really behind.

i know that i chose this way
of life.
i also know that different people have different
ways to live.
but still.....


my mind is messed up now.
i want to clean up.
i have to clean up.

and i guess i will be able to see
what i should do and what i have to do now.