home...sweet home...

i just got a big envelope from Japan.
opened it without any expectation.

what i found was an unexpected-incredibly-sweet gift
from my best friends.　there were messages and a CD
which is dedicated to me.


it's just so sweet that i couldn't stop shedding tears.



i reassured how much i'm loved.
it's true that i sometimes had felt it's really hard
to live here. however, i'm not living alone.
even i left japan, my friends, my precious people in
japan are still supporting me warmly. i also met a
lot of people who care about me kindly here.
how can i make them disappointed?
although i donno what will happen to me in my future,
the only thing that i'm sure is that
i have to keep continuing what i'm doing in order to
accomplish what i wanna do.

負けるな、あたし。