it's gonna be soooooooo busy on Mon-Wed.

and i'm so nervous.

i can't stand...so i called and talked w/ my mom.
her support and power are incredible.
she always gives the words that i expected, or more than i do.
i really appreciate that. thank you so much, mom.

i really miss my homecountry,now. i wanna go back home.
but i think that's just because i wanna escape from this situation.
so....
i have to do the things that i have to.
that's the only way to achieve my "resolution", my goal, and my dream.

i wanna be strong...and i have to be.