to u

just wanna say how hard to have a conversation w/ u.
i really want to tell u what i think, what i feel....but i can't now.
u know that.
and i know that makes u confused and get annoyed.
i don't have what u have.
i don't expect u to understand my situation, cuz u'll never be able to understand.
and this real distance makes me hurt.
cuz it's too close.
but i feel that our hearts are not that close.
what should i do?
what am i supposed to do?


would somebody tell me..........?