such is life part2

today was a quite good and at the same time kinda sad day...
i was just just hit to the pretty basic but very important questions:

do i like who i am?

do i even know who i am?

can u answer these things easily? i realized and recognized that i can't.
the thing is that what is what i want to do.i've had a really uncomfortable life these days. couldn't figure out it. but just today, i did.
i really need to think about this.

and...i saw the movie "closer"
it gave me the chance to shed some tears.....
it was a little bit sweet and a little bit bitter.
recommend u to see this.