tired

tired....

life is truly hard.
back to a year ago, i had a huge expectation of
my new page of my life.

although i know that the result is not all to be
able to be judged if the thing was good or not,
who does accept and admire the process to achieve
my goal?
although everybody may understand that i strived,
who does include the process when the thing has
to be judged YES or NO?

Do striving, doing ur best,and effort become nothing
when u can't achieve ur goal?

i hope NOT.....